God, you are gracious in my time of need.
You have extended your hand to me
Reached for me when I needed you
You have given life to my dreams,
You are the blood coursing through my veins.
You are my provider
You reside in me
Thank you for meeting me where I am
Thank you for sealing the cracks in my heart, and placing your hand over my wounds
You are my strenght and my song
Thank you for bringing me to this place of joy, of laughter
Thank you for carrying me through the darkness and shadows
They could not cling to me with your name a breath on my lips
My soul delights in you
Lord, there is a ragged hole in me. My heart is broken, I am broken. I cannot fix this myself. Please help me. I cry out and beg for you to take this hurt, this pain. Help me heal. Help me love. I cannot love anyone unless I love you. Open my heart ten fold. Help me forget myself and my woes.
Hey friends! Posting to share with you the things I am turning over in my head. I have been studying Timothy in conjunction with the role of woman within the context of marriage. God is dealing with me on many fronts. Which is good, but as you know, pulling roots and trimming deadwood is a painful process. There are so many areas I am surrendering again and again and He is doing amazing things in my life. I have learned very hard lessons in integrity and grace in the last weeks. Please bear with me as I think and pray over these things. I do not feel free to write yet but as soon as I do you will be the first to know.
God is good and I am claiming his holiness! I’m thinking and praying for you all.
Lord guide me today
Let your spirit blow through me
Thank you for your mercy
Your provision is enough
My portion of beauty and contentment
Is overwhelming
Thank you for your favor
I lay my desires at your feet.
Bless my hands
Add honey to my words
Lend me your shadow to walk in
Thank you Lord
Lord, I accept your righteousness and grace
I praise you for your love and gifting of your children
Again and again I lay my life down
Even when my mind is dark and my heart barely flutters within me
I praise your name
When I feel i have no steps left in me you strenghten me
You shore me up
Give me peace
You are my lord and my God
Lord My heart is broken within me
I am grieved so deeply at this theft
Theft of my work
My heart
My soul
My fingers ache at the thought of all the work I completed
My eyes are strained and bloodshot
My cheeks are raw from the tears
I am physically ill
Lord save me.
Soothe my heart
I cry out
HOLY HOLY HOLY
LORD GOD ALMIGHTY
YOU REIGN
You have plans for me
You will turn this to good
You will take these hands, this heart and soothe the tremors that reside there
At my lowest I looked up
I raised my head
My eyes
To you, to your artistry.
And always it soothes me to see your brushwork, your imagination at play right before my eyes
You are holy
You are holy
You are holy
As I open my eyes Lord your name is on my lips.
You are beautiful
You are the reason I dance
Your name is a song on my
Lips
The melody on my heart
You ready my hands and quicken my pulse
I wear your grace like a dress that moves freely around me.
Thank you for your grace and discipline.
Lord I chased your brush work tonight with the words “I can’t hold my love back from you ” and “your worthy. We delare freedom in this place. Freedom to worship you just the way We need to worship you” singing sweetly with the windows down.
My soul literally jumps when I see the physical embodiment of your love and grace. Beauty. You ARE beauty.
You are the wind and the water, the light and the sound.
I knew all along what the sound and light was although I am just now recognizing it. You were always good, patient and kind while I wrestled with your words. The sound and light is around me always. It is the sound of the water lapping against the shore, the call of a bird to it’s mate, the many colored wings of a buttefly. You are the wind on my cheek and the sunset that touches me so deeply I can barely breathe. My heart is at rest in your deep hues my spirit at peace in your many faceted beauty.
My heart is silent within me
The pain of seperating flesh from spirit
Has left me weak and shaking.
I read your words Lord.
I see your evidence all around me
I can feel your spirit as my little one talks to you.
I am struck by my uncomplicated faith
Love and be loved
I praise you in the dark and in the light
For the quiet and the storm
I praise you for the chance to grow
To test my new spirit
I can feel you uncurling with in me
And I praise you for that pain.
I have not forgotten your words.
They are stitched into my heart.
I breathe because you will it
I treasure your gaze upon me
Thank you for counting me precious
My words are few
They are tangled upon my tongue
I turn my palms towards you in surrender.
Free my thoughts
Break this cycle, I am wearing down
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