1.28.10

Truth hides from me

my mind is a mire of fear and choices

the fear sucks at my soul, hiding the truth under a pile of rocks.

Lord, what is my truth?

My purpose?

My heart is torn but I know that I need you .

I am not sure which way to turn.

My desire is to run from things that hurt,

things that are not of you

Oh Lord, my heart aches and I cannot see

but you know my innermost thoughts

Help me break the ropes that bind my hands,

remove the cotton from my mouth and let my voice ring clear.

Wash the stink of shame and fear from me

Lord, I feel so broken, heart wrenchingly  so

I want to be presentable in your sight, it is the desire of my heart.

I need no one but you

strip me of the roles that define me , lay me bare

expose the hidden parts and use them to your glory

help me walk through this valley into the precious light of Your glory.