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Lord, the bottom is endless.
I seem to fall continuously.
Banging violently against the sides of the pit I’ve dug for myself.
My fingers are raw and bleeding from trying to slow the steep descent myself.
My life is sharp and jagged, slicing my soul to ribbons.
Leaving me like a rag doll with its limbs torn away.
I thought I had cried out for You.
Did I not say it loud enough, long enough?
Did I look away when you came to me? Did I ever truly cry out?
A deep gutteral cry that came from my bleeding heart and broken body?
I can feel it welling in me, taking over.
Lord, I want to need you. Want you near to me. I want to reside under your wing.
Sweet Jesus please!!
Heal my mind. Touch my body.
Take my raw fingers in yours and kiss the tips.
taking the pain but leaving the scars as a reminder of how far I ran, how far I fell.
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